I’m lying on my back with my legs spread out. Like a woman waiting to be fucked. Will it hurt? Will there be blood? I wear my skin comfortably, but my bedroom floor feels cold against my skin. I try to warm it up. It will have none of it. Thanklessly, the floor digs into my shoulder blades. I should […]
This can only mean one thing; there is a dead body somewhere. And it is mine. I wish I could say that I am sorry. That I should not have done this. That I should have been strong-er. Bold-er. Or (more) vocal about what ails me. I wish I could tell you that I will miss feeling the sun stretching […]
A normal birthday in my books, begins with the husband giving his wife – the birthday girl in this case – a kiss very early in the morning. You pull her from her side of the bed to yours therefore cutting short her snoring. Getting the covers out of the way, you pull your body slightly above hers, making sure […]
“Why are you doing this Penny? Why?” You know why. Now go to sleep. I am not sleepy so I pop sleeping pills. You do what Penny tells you to do – this is the last thought in my mind before I drift off to sleep. Tomorrow arrives. Penny arrives with it. I wake up to find her seated at the […]